I am so tired of working nights, I just want to sleep omigosh that is probably the most selfish thing I have ever heard what will we do on snow days or if the kids are sick oh get over it people handle that kind of thing all the time yeah but shouldn’t I have waited until at least the end of the school year maybe but the opportunity came up now and what if there isn’t another one like this besides won’t it be nice to have a job that challenges me sure but how am I going to get all the housework and shopping and laundry done whatever I wasn’t doing such a good job of that anyway right and maybe I will lose some of this weight I’ve gained from eating junk in the middle of the night to stay awake or maybe I will eat soba noodles at Zen Box every day and gain 50 pounds but we will be able to pay off some debts will the kids care about the finances or will they just be disappointed about the stuff I am missing ok but at least now I will be more awake and in control for the times we do share instead of being a walking zombie all the time.
Life in the Fruit Salad household is:Crazy. Wonderful. Exhausting. Exhilarating. Chaotic. Full. Blessed.