What I am doing about it

“Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning)”
By Alan Jackson

Where were you when the world stopped turning on that September day?
Were you in the yard with your wife and children
Or working on some stage in L.A.?
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke
Risin’ against that blue sky?
Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor
Or did you just sit down and cry?

Did you weep for the children who lost their dear loved ones
And pray for the ones who don’t know?
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble
And sob for the ones left below?
Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue
And the heroes who died just doin’ what they do?
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer
And look at yourself and what really matters?

[Chorus:]
I’m just a singer of simple songs
I’m not a real political man
I watch CNN but I’m not sure I can tell
you the difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith, hope and love are some good things He gave us
And the greatest is love

Where were you when the world stopped turning on that September day?
Were you teaching a class full of innocent children
Or driving down some cold interstate?
Did you feel guilty ’cause you’re a survivor
In a crowded room did you feel alone?
Did you call up your mother and tell her you loved her?
Did you dust off that Bible at home?

Did you open your eyes, hope it never happened
Close your eyes and not go to sleep?
Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages
Or speak to some stranger on the street?
Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow
Or go out and buy you a gun?
Did you turn off that violent old movie you’re watchin’
And turn on “I Love Lucy” reruns?

Did you go to a church and hold hands with some strangers
Did you stand in line and give your own blood?
Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family
Thank God you had somebody to love?

[Repeat Chorus 2x]
And the greatest is love.
And the greatest is love.

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day?

It’s a beautiful song, and even though it (and every other reminder of The Anniversary that I have been unable to avoid) makes me cry, it’s worth it.  I can take a moment, every now and then, to be sad and to send up a prayer in honor of the people who suffered then and are suffering now because of the brokenness of our world.

One thing’s for sure, though, and I can see it more clearly now that it’s been 10 years: The world did not stop turning that day.

As I said last year, there are birthday parties to plan, school years to settle into, family to enjoy, new fall activities to start, projects and holidays to anticipate.

If anything, my world is spinning faster than ever.  And that is why, after each moment I spend being overwhelmed by sadness, I am determined to spend an equal or greater amount of time being overwhelmed by joy.

Some (I wish it could be all!) of the people we love best will come to our house tomorrow to celebrate Ben and Karina’s fifth birthday.  We will eat cheesy noodles and cake.  I will say, repeatedly, that I CANNOT believe that they are FIVE, like seriously, what HAPPENED?  The weather will be beautiful, and we will sit outside and admire the fence that Robin, my dad, and my brother just fixed.  Someone will point out that we should enjoy the glorious warmth and sunlight now, since the Minnesota winter will be here before we know it.

And I will carry that with me the next day as a talisman.

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About Grape

I've got the world's best kids and husband. Great house, steady job. I'm living the American dream. The trick is to appreciate it. I'm working on that part.
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